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15th January 1987

Thursday

I feel all hot and shivery, it’s awful. I hope I don’t go down with a bad cold tomorrow. Jenny phoned and I’m invited to Rhon’s party and it’s tomorrow not Saturday. I don’t know what to wear. I think it’ll be my green and black stripey jumper, my black skirt and boots and if it’s cold, my black and white cardigan. I’ll take my jeans to come home in. Anj said Andy’s going to be  there. I want to meet him and see what he’s like. I expect he’s nice even though he carries thingys around with him! He’s obviously still a virgin despite that.  I bet he takes a few extra tomorrow. Tam and Heather are going too. I’m trying to be more friendly to Heather, I suppose she’s all right. I hope everyone doesn’t deff me out, if Fi goes at least I can talk to her, but I don’t know if she is!

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11th January 1987

Sunday

I woke late today, about 10.00, but before then I was in my half asleep, half awake mode. It’s really weird, my mind is awake and thinking, but my body is fast asleep. My hair is really weird. I’m not used to it yet. I’m dreading going to school tomorrow, I hope everyone likes it. I think it’s quite nice really , but the back is still orange. There is bound to be bitching about it, whatever I did. This week’s going to be a weird one, with, I think, Jenny, Kati, Nat and Anj breaking off from me and Helen and Helen, leaving us three together. I like them all – they’re nice (the Helens) but I do feel a bit like I’m tagging on. I think I’ll have a word with them, or at least Helen C, about it tomorrow. I hope they don’t think I’m tagging cos then I’ll have no one to go round with. I’ll be really lonely. EVeyone else has a best friend, but I prefer being with more people as I’ve got more to ‘bounce off’ and that, and I’m boring on my own with just one other person. I wish I wasn’t, but I am. No one else has got enough for them to be enough for me to be allright with. Nat used to be but she isn’t anymore.

 
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10th January 1987

Saturday

I went into town this lunchtime after seeing Margaret Thatcher on Saturday Superstore. She’s a really odd lady. People were phoning in to her and one girl said, where will you be in a nuclear war, and all she said was ‘in London’ and went on about how there won’t be one. Crap. I looked round places for some jeans eventually bought some with baggy bits at the bottom. I also bought some brown and black hair dye, which I put on, meaning it to be brown and black streaks. It’s the opposite however, mostly black with brown and orange bits. It’s a bit weird, but as it’s all over it’s really prominent, more so the orange. Alice thinks it’s ‘punky’. I didn’t do much else today – watched the telly really. I tried to phone M but there was no reply, she’s probably with Helen. This is what I hope will happen with Jon: we keep writing cards, then meet, fall in love, marry, have two girls, grow old, retire, die together. Very unlikely. He’s the only ‘possible’ I can think of at the moment. Rhon and Nat successfully manage to deff me out , so although I know the lads, it doesn’t go further than that. Sam and Elliot are getting rocky. He tries to be funny but ends up being childish. I don’t like him. 

 
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Posted by on September 20, 2010 in January 1987

 

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6th January 1987

Dear Diary,

Back to school tomorrow! I’m really apprehensive of going back cos of my ‘changed looks’. It’s bad enough when you’ve just got a new hairstyle, but I’ve stopped wearing glasses and got a new hairstyle!! I’m going to wash my hair tomorrow – if I have the time and if there’s any water, so my hair shouldn’t look too bad! I’m looking forward to seeing everyone again, but I don’t know how they’ll all sort out friends-wise. The worst thing would  be if Kati, Anj, Jen and Nat all deffed Helen T  out more, which would mean they’d also deff out Helen C and go off in a four. If that happened I’d be left with the Helens, who I like, but I don’t want to make them feel as if I’m tagging on too much. I want to see Jeremy’s face when he sees me. Despite saying I still dislike him to everyone I do think about him a lot. I think I realise though that we could never go back to being as close as we were, although we weren’t really that close.  But he’s obviously grown up a bit in the last year or so, so I wouldn’t mind going out with him again. At the moment though I think I’d go out with anyone, if they asked me.

 
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Posted by on September 20, 2010 in January 1987

 

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