I’m so depressed. Last night I got off (50%) with Dean – Richard Mac’s 19 yr old brother and fancied him all evening and then we went to the tent! It was so good. His hands were everywhere. This morning I spoke to him, but he’s gone back home so I know I’ll never see him again. The trouble is I really like him. He’s really nice to talk to and to get off with. But he’ll just think it was one night, and we were talking about this, boys get off with girls and think nothing of it – but girls get off with boys – and they think about it a lot. I’m going to talk to Jeff about it tomorrow. Roger used Nat, Becky, Fi and Anj last night. Bastard. Adrian went. I hate him – so does everyone. Ha! Francois wasn’s a problem – thank god!