I don’t know what I’m going to do. I saw Mike today and just talked to him – Darren and Andrew B were there as well – for a bit. I couldn’t for long cos Sam was there and she didn’t want to see Darren, but every second with Michael was heaven. I don’t know if he likes me. I made him laugh twice, I can’t remember what at. If I’m only going to see him for five minutes each day I don’t know how I shall survive!